Showing posts with label self expression comma the need for. Show all posts
Showing posts with label self expression comma the need for. Show all posts

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Looking ahead, behind and inside

Mail art.


The cool thing about a mail art piece -- in my case (with all due deference to Ms. Clarity, goddess of mail art in my circle)*-- is that, the nature of the audience is generally better known than the audience for a piece of work that "nobody asked for." I created this piece as a letter to my son.** It embodies a great deal of 'code' that, had I been designing for the public, would have been simply enigmatic.

As an example: For my specific audience, we have shared the fun of things I read to him as a child. Comics were a special treat brought on camping trips, and often read by flashlight. He understands why I chose the comic format, and immediately has a deeper connection to my choice of medium than if I'd chosen something else. But today I have an adult audience (0f one), so the format no longer speaks as to children. Here, themes concern the notions of dreams as opposed to work; love as something that happens in the midst of life... and the human capacity to render even the most outré and specialized activity banal.

But, let's just say he couldn't "get" all of it. But if you are of a certain age, you'll understand if I say that Darren McGavin and James Clavell made an impression. And Ben Stein has been a disappointment.

But as a letter, father to son, it embodies my qualms about the future (his future, I guess), a few nods of the head to his childhood, and still manages to be a personally soul-searching endeavor, if comic-book action-opera and humor qualify as soul-searching. I did get some decent psychological benefit from the exercise, but it may have cured me of my notion to make a body of work consisting of single pages from mythical comics... those guys (and they're almost all guys) work hard for the money.

*Ray Johnson, the likely originator of mail art as a massively interactive work of collaboration and unlimited reproduction, had a different notion. Call me parochial.
** Reproduced here with permission of the original audience.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

When life's a haze, pray it's just soft focus

Been working my asterisk off at a new job—for which I am, I hope you understand, just pathetically grateful—plus night classes, and a couple freelance assignments. Haven't been able to so much as draw a line for myself in well over a month. Doing graphics and making art is a difficult conflict. The work leaches out your creativity, and the long hours sap your energy. This is my first night off in weeks, and may be my last for months. Makes one crazy. Or maybe it's just sleep deprivation.

Here's how sleep deprived looks:
  • You get stupid. Knock 10 points off your normal IQ for every week you come up short. Yeah, I'm in trouble.
  • You make mistakes. Add time to every project to go back and fix the obvious thing you left out.
  • Bleary eyes, blurred vision. Not conducive to fine work.
  • Heavy limbs. Walking across the room is a chore.
  • Dizzy spells. Oh, joy.
  • Irritability. 'Nuff said.
  • Hunger—expect to pay for this at the waistline, because you aren't moving around much.
I'll be making art ... soon. I hope you haven't stopped [and I am checking on you]. Keep making marks, because if we were to blow this badly, it will be our finest legacy. But this is what happens when the world goes temporarily insane, and nobody seems to have more than a piece of the answer to our problems. There is hope ahead, I think, if we really learn our lessons, which some will and most won't—that's the way it always seems to go. Happy Earth Day. May we have many more.

Tell you what. I'll take a sketch book to work tomorrow, and I'll draw myself a line during a break. Assuming, of course, that I don't sleep through the break.